I don’t really have anything to say that hasn’t said before. I don’t have any claims to make that haven’t been claimed before. I don’t have any movements to organize that haven’t been moved before. But I like to write, and I like people to listen and I’ve never really been heard before. The only problem is I am not much of a storyteller. I wish I was the kind of person who gave their audiences goosebumps, the kind of people who know exactly when to pause when to raise their voices, and when to drop into a whisper.
The people who have crowds around them in parties because they are having some amazing with no actual beginning, middle or end but they have so much charm that the casts are practically applauding by the end of it. I really hate people with "charisma" and self-confidence and lack of social anxiety the kind of people who entered a room and boom their greetings and go up to others and start conversations; I mean who does that??? You know what I mean! The kind of people who don’t look determinedly at the floor they see someone they recognized. I am sorry this blog lacks analogies that could blow your mind. I am sorry this blog is offensive to extroverts. This voice is from all the introverts out there. All those shy little creeps who sit in corner at the parties sipping their drinks and talking to their household pets because there’s always some confident asshole who talks over the shy guy in the group who actually has a really bizarre story to tell. This is for the people with great ideas and funny anecdotes to share who never get heard before. The people who could potentially change your life but always talked over the people who you missed out on just because you were listening to the loudest person in the room. So, this is for the writers who can make your soul collapse and shown with the piece of paper who can turn your brain into a sweltering storm of fat flowers and the smell of sunlight who can make you sob into your living room so far in the middle of the day who can make you believe anything but whom you never heard and never saw.
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